Risks

Sometimes, I wonder why it's so difficult
Out of all the decisions, choices and lives

I'm placed here. Always lost, doubting and fearing.

and still,

make the most painful decisions.

I still don't understand why I'm still standing.
why I'm still so headstrong about certain things in my life
Always taking risks because of some belief of mine.
Leaving it all to a 'fate' that hasn't been kind to me.

I'm scared, terrified

Constantly guided by the motto

Everything will be alright in the end

No matter what happens. I've done my all
Please give me the strength to move forward