So let's be honest

Been feeling a lil moody lately. Not to the point of breaking down lah. I am more manageable compared to a few months ago and feel the need to truly communicate how I feel about everything

Stumbled across this video and damn, it made me feel so much better

Katie's a really important entity in my life. I can't imagine a day without her but I haven't been the greatest owner these past few days. 

She's been pestering me to play with her and I have been... just not sincerely. 

I do it to satisfy her and the requirements but all she needed was 10-15 mins of sincere love and fun 

And its even more amazing that she could communicate that need for love and attention. For a long time now, I shamed myself for feeling needy, to want love and attention. 

It's different now

In every relationship, be it friends, lovers, family.

It's so important to communicate and most of the time, people forget to listen in the other party's perspective. We tend to inject our own interpretation of the situation and screw up the whole balance.

So it's important to communicate every exact detail. Like how, when and where and see where it leads us. For me, a simple text or 5 minute call makes a world of a difference. 

Katie and I aren't so different after all. We like our space but sometimes appreciate sincere love.