All the acne subsides after an hour of taking the pill but it comes back red and painful when it reaches the end of the day.
Great news! the cysts have kinda separated and the mountains are now white heads... it looks gross but I can tell it's working!
Despite being all red and bumpy but I can see progress and my body is really pushing out all the gunk. It's hard to look... so maybe it's best to stay away from mirrors for awhile.
I hate how i look and feel and now, I have better understanding of how it feels like to have a full blown acne episode and it's... oddly humbling.
Decided that I should stop feeling sorry for myself. It's just acne and i'm doing something about it!
Yesterday, some china lady stopped me while I was at Watsons and tried to sell a spray to me.
Honestly felt like shit and wanted to lash out but I'm glad I didn't
I've always had acne but no one could really tell and my confidence really dropped after people kept asking. Imagine, your colleague shouting, 'WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE?' lol, not a fun thing, I don't hate her but maybe it'll be best stay far away from her.
It's not like I asked for this. who does?
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